Archive for December, 2003

Christmas Eve 2003

Current Song: Dave Matthews Band – Live At Red Rocks – “Two Step” Some of you may have noticed that I’ve been a little assier than normal lately. But I’ve had a lot of crazy shit going on the past few days. Frustration keeps building as I spend each waking minute in front of this computer, but it isn’t out of choice. It’s because I have nothing to do otherwise. No job, no car, and no money, and lack of knowing what I want to do with my life all play a role to my dick like attitude to everyone. I’m about to switch out of engineering completely and the truth is I’m not sure what I really want to do. Psychology or psychiatry are my two thoughts as of now but who knows whats going to happen when I go back to MSU and see a advisor. In all honesty, I wouldn’t mind joining the army but we all know how my parents feel about that. Oh well, I guess time will tell. I hope everyone, well, almost everyone has a great Christmas, see ya in 2004.

What Am I Doing With My Life?

Current Song: none With another semester down and not great grades to show for it I have to wonder what I’m doing. I really have no idea if Mechanical Engineering is what I want to be doing. I’ve been thinking a lot lately about what I should do. Finish school? Change schools? Swich majors? I’ve been thinking a lot about doing special EFX for movies, its something that has always intrigued me. I guess we’ll see what happens after break… maybe MSU isn’t for me.

Finals Lick Anus

Current Song: Bone Thugs-N-Harmony – “Bone, Bone, Bone” I don’t have a lot to say except I hate finals. I also hate studying for finals when I’m sick (again). Calc was killer, CSE was not as hard as I expected, and physics is tomorrow and im terrified of it. After finals are done, if I feel better, it’ll be drunkin time. Otherwise, I’m not going home till Friday. Good luck on the rest of finals. I’m going to bed, goodnight.